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pinkucellphone is my favorite fan thingy on LJ! im not even kidding, i just had to drag myself self away from that page and all thebeautiful fanfics. CATERIS and RHEAKUROKAWA are beatiful writers. RHEAKUROKAWA is my favorite though. she wrote the saddest one about Die. oh my goodness. it made my heart break into pieces, then i read more, and more..and more..the stories are so good!! i remember...when i first became a fan of Dir en grey, oh those days of innocence and meaninglessness haha, i decided to look up kyoxshinya fanfic on google, i found this one story by nekoempress that tears me up wiht jelousy and saddnedd everytime. actually, i lied just now. the forst story was kyoxwaru. i havnt read it since that first time and i tried just now to read it again, but the account has been delted and the author got a different account and wont post the story up..i guess becuase and someone she was writing the story with got into a fight or something. i dont know. but i really miss that story. its 3:08am and i should probably sneak upstairs and try to sleep,,but ya know..i think im just gona keep reading beautiful fanfics untill my heart explodes. i suggest trying to find the one about Die that i mentioned. its by RHEAKUROKAWA-the community its in is pinkucellphone (but nothng will comeup if if you type that, just type any randon DIRU pairing and i garuntee pinkucellphone will be the top of the list) and the story is called In Expectatio. best of luck on not crying.