dream 1 million

in this dream..im like in freaking montana or something and im at this...old peoples place (not that Kyo is old. ill explain!) and i see this plaque that says like Hakyu (meaning the person in that room, thats thier name..) and im like Oh! so then i think 'if they have one japanese person here..maybe they'll have another ;)' (dont ask, this is a dream remember..) so i ask the little nurse lady and im like "is their someone hear called Nishimura?" and she nods and says he in here *leads my to a mega room* and in the back, Kyo. and for some reason i was holding this pot/pan lid and i HANDED IT TO HIM! I FREAKING HANDED IT TO HIM! LIKE, IDIOT!! but it was his,,so strange. anyway he smiled and sat it beside him. i was expecting myself to collasoe any minute, but i didnt. i said something to him. i forget. and then i was like "why are you here?" he said "its peaceful, for when im not working" and im like "oh *nods*" and then i ask "do many fans find that your here?" kyo~> "just a couple. *smile*" and then...well i forget for a little bit but i do rememeber his shirt was off *swoon* and you could see the scars on his chest *ahh swoon again* and then, well i dont know. sometihng happened but it was too amazing that i dont want to right it on here. i want to keep it locked i my heart! so no one can have it! i want to keep it a secret, so its always mine and clean. ugh. i act like its real. oh but it felt so real! but, while this *secret* was happening, i was thinking '...does he do this with all his fans whole scome see him?' but..it didnt matter. and i was so close! i touched him! his face! oh my god, like obviously. okay, im going to tell you. but im only writing it here so i never forget it! *psht, like i ever would* okay..no im not. but his face.....it was...right there ::blush:: AH! the best dream ever and i still....taste...on my lips..can feel it.....erm....JA! (ooooohhh!!! im not sure i ever want real Kyo to read this anymore!! ah! he's hate me! he'll think im just some obsessed fan! ahhh!!! im NOT like those people he sings about in R To The Core! i wont abandon when they change or when osmething happens! gah! i hope he never hates me! ~~like he'll ever know who i am...i shouldnt flatter myself.) so...ahhhh the best dream....that didnt feel like a dream. IT WAS REAL!! JA NE~~